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we're drifting apart, like five sides of a fallen star...
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
{11:14 PM}
things go in this loop
Alright. Chinese Oral was a total disaster. Totally didn't recognise half the passage. Okay, I'm exaggerating things but... I couldn't recognise like five words and that's bad enough okay. Although I randomly crapped some pronounciations and got them right. Conversation was totally screwed. I had zero eye contact with the teacher. And I realised I have a tendency to look at some far away objects while thinking of things to say to the teacher. Perpetually stuck at end of sentences where I don't know how to end them off due to some lousy Chinese vocabulary I have (if even existent). Wow at least the teacher likes my sound.And somehow it's super sad that there is no choir until like three weeks later or something. All thanks to mid-years. Which I haven't really mugged for. But will. I promise. Realised the fact that I am trying to learn the entire semester's maths syllabus in this one to two weeks. Plus I can't stand it already. Everyone is like mugging now. Mugging season. Okay next. I finally understood by what it means when people say that even if you failed, at least you tried. I finally understood how relieving it is to try and even though fail there's that feeling that you have done your best, and maybe things aren't just going to happen. Everything happens for a reason? Which is probably why I should start trying for a few certain things. Hmm... Are they waiting for each other to happen? I am starting to believe I should get more involved in religion already. I mean I don't know why either. Everything goes full circle. Wow. Same feelings, same time of the year, same reaction. Yet... it feels so different. Because it is. And will be. After talking (typing) so much, I guess I got to go sleep! :D Goodbye! |
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